I have stopped trying to say things
But now there are neuter grays
Where there were expected other colors.
And someone was expecting
But what were they expecting?
Many figures arriving here almost all the time are that
weary of speaking
What were you doing in Germany?
Who were those friends of yours?
And you, holding a ghastly expression
Was expecting intelligence of them
Blue and red mostly.
A square. A few trees among parks
Maybe a fountain and the people around the fountain sitting.
Mainly girls, wearing a different sort of clothing
Who thought they were thinking
The even later period of men, who found Socrates
With a poem as a point of departure.
And to where were they going? To the ends of things, as
such,
As they had proposed doing some night, a long time ago, the
end of the river and the
buildings,
in a predictable drama
They had built around the river, so that the people in the
buildings could look on the river
On which they would put their many ships carrying their many
goods they had built
For further towns, up and downstream. To the ends of their
furniture as well and their walls
And the pictures they had hung on their walls in moments of
great need for virtual space.
They had theirs secured in the innermost good of their
seeking, but you get the sense
This is not okay, for something is else coming up, that
challenges the quiet of the few
Basic continuities. For the goods and services had the look
of people
But not as full. Many more were posed to look apt, but there
were shadows
Mocking perhaps the extended hand of the sitting model and
that which she was reaching for
Perhaps doubling another hand under which its contact was
buried.
A room was likewise being made all this time
For a few pronouncements also,
Men ceasing with their vagaries,
For the simplest speech
Seeking its torments
We called ecstatic
Well-being. And those, the rest of us, who said I am not unready
To cut my heart with pledges
On that moment, predicated
About the time dusk communes with its lights and county
fairs
And tells no more truth, everyone begins to call forth
The truth, with its poetry, its beaten canvas
And this we can't follow any longer, and we must go there
Into the abandoned fields of Ionia, for it is our fate the words
we might mean
Are the other aspects of this deferential project
Of not speaking aloud their names, the colors. When they
seem to escape us,
That inarticulateness they leave behind crowds your tongue
And the grunting noise you make
In defense of yourself, is the only cry worth noting
Regardless of its being overheated.
Because that's all there is, when one doesn't have a settled
position
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