They write letters. They are not good letters. Yet they are
not bad letters. They write as if they had been writing for a long time. When
the time comes to finish, they begin again, and discover among themselves their
seriousness in beginning. They had been committed to finishing. They had been
falling toward a ground while flying away from it. You'll see it when you get
there they said. And what if nothing happens? And what if what they say about
us ceases to be true? And what if we are moving while they're speaking, and
what if they don't see it when they get there, to the end of their speech, so
in effect, they never get there? What then? If they begin one way for a long
time and then think of another way. What of this newer way, recently thought of?
Are there any words but your failure of them, and if there are no sources for
the ways they want to go? They write from feeling the top of their heads coming
off. Along the way, they will feel the way, and feel themselves going toward
where they had always imagined they were going. They are not bad letters. But
they are not good. How could they know? This is purpose under intense heat. A
dreadful pause. They write of their purposes changing. When someone stops them
and asks them what they are doing, the heat of their interlocutor's eyes. What
for do you mean: or, How now? In truth, this is purpose, this a conspirator's
lament, a man looking for microscopes in a catalogue. They think it's them who
wants them to quit. Is taking to sea a possible way? This is the way under blankets
of seawater. Under consideration, the clouds stretch, as if on a loom, and the
winds weave and unweave the clouds under duress. Under duress, they write of
clouds. Now it is to scold themselves for writing letters about clouds. They
write about clouds as if they had been writing about clouds for a long time. Now
it is to feel themselves writing about clouds. Now it is to feel clouds.
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