Saturday, February 11, 2012

Dina and Dan Give Them What They Are Owed


Keats returns. He sits pensively.
What happens is
There are the dinosaurs
The dinosaurs from his youth
Around the terrain of his lonely days
Their tiny claws picking dog bones from their teeth
The seasons' clouds disappear and sun from her ears falls out like a sound
Unhearing itself
Who is she?
The girl acting like his sister is his sister
Crowns of fire from the number of crowns of trees
Visible in the window when he takes her to bed
What happens is
This is not autumn
He says I have returned
But his ghost is waiting for him at the top of the stairs
My goal is to get a haircut at some point
She starts crying
One goes and one returns to where the previous was
This is what he returns to
The reason there are dinosaurs if you will, 
To watch dinosaurs, and why he
Of all people
From this perch
Wishes there were more dinosaurs
In the bed with them, their parents shudder
And this is what we are doing
Wishes where he is able to enjoy the maximum of sunshine
The way his thoughts go, as a steam, disappearing
His sister removes her socks and says
I can't feel my face
The rest of what he sees in this ancient setting
He will have to figure out, as if urging forward
His sister standing in the mouth of a cave into which he must go
To discover himself
Though he is afraid
For there to be anymore of it here, for us, so to speak
Likening ourselves in its being figured out
In the process of us becoming ourselves
For instance the toads and his sister in the garden, realer than the garden
Cooling her breasts with pearl combs and fleshy flowers
Or she wears his hair in a forgetting fashion
Stands on the promenade in the latest fashion
Forgetting that he is addicted to making things up about them
Taking therapeutic baths
When they go out with their parents
He wears on the head of this two headed child this forgetting
Her love now wobbly in his mouth he pulls it out
Like a hair in his soup
In his mouth, an affinity for all possible teeth
Keats what king on the hill deduces a tongue in his mouth
Were you to usurp the land of his youth with your tongue
Or spoil the soup with piano keys
Chalking this up to the chalk
And this big green field in which dinosaurs roll
He looks out on, as from the window
Of a result he has yet to reckon
I am not sure what gushes but it is the color of silver
There is moss on Mount Sentinel, gorse and sage
There is glass scattered on the sidewalk of Atlanta
In which you can see yourself
But is it fitness, that is, one going well with the other
So like the hills, for this is a hilly site
From which he stole his genius
Gave it back momentarily like fire
Through our tears, dear sister, or it is by our tears
We see the land as a principle of the unseen
To mourn our ugly losses, and tally,
And after taking flowers, the apparentness of the results
And after taking
All but the face emerging from the perhaps not intelligent picture
Of a thing operating like a wind on the hot coal of the other
But if you get to the top of the heap because
You understand through and through what it means
Then fine, reserve a seat for me beside yourself
Because I've heard every word you've ever said
Whenever you've been beside yourself.

Keats forgets the night’s purpose or knows and decides not to
As too strong for happiness, all young men do so
Or too ambivalent, all young men who get
And what burdens are the family and the chords that chill 
Sometimes it feels like I've been
Hammered into the ground

But often it's the opposite
Every sense is strange, equivocal
It's like I'm not here, not in this terrain
All is wind swept
Far down flying from everyone else who knocks
Extinction of the entire surface
All dissolves in thin water
The compulsory question
Can you hear me now
The subatomic mass of what you do not say
Is shaped like the possible shapes of bones
For animals
Repeating can you, we must
Ride one another with baby oil
Or there are too many
Dinosaurs to overcome this limitation
Of having mentioned
What nuances, endless nuances,
I can't even leave the bed. O I'm always
Crying mommy o o o

The night is black murk with its delicate stars, my laziness
Makes me cry, black murk
The joke played on us all, my sister

Stop it, little man! Youre a snitch in a police state
He stole my clothes
He took my PS3
Thinking will not move
The law nor the prior facts of itself
Nor unhide your purpose here!
Heart surgery
That's the order, here,
Be here of all places
And be for all the faults
What it will not say of itself

This region where everyone is born lucky
And you know damn well no one will speak
For what doesn’t belong to them
The buildings grope along the sky
Until tumbling, the sunlight fixes
Its target, we are encountered streaming out of movies
Which one haven’t we seen?  
The one where your picture is at the station?
Recall it then, dear sister
Are there jobs to be done?
What war will we wage? Today, it pays
O morning, awoke to ripen the fruits of my muscles…

I feel like a white rifle! I feel weak!
Everyone else is getting what has to be
The fragrance of car parts—
What the hell? What time is it? No, no—
Not to jail. I regret my power to charm.
Not assassination. Bolt me to the floor.
Come on this isn't fair. I know already,
The world isn't, I know, I know
That is the American thing to do

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